Tuesday, November 29, 2005
yeah,i guess it's really over.
hazel Y 8:23 PM
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am currently listening to Jennifer Paige's Stranded
was watching mtvoverdrive.com just now and i cant wait for the airing for The Hills and Laguna Beach season 3,laguna beach seems so fun to stay in or something and urghh i want kristin's bod.
anyhows shitass weather right now,poured all the sudden.think i wont be leaving home to anywhere today,how boring.giving party a miss cause i dont wna end up having dumb blisters when my sc marathon's this weekend,and besides my right toes are hurting right now,crap.
cant wait for next week,will do catching up with people!and i cant wear new shoes and have fing 219832904 blisters for all i care cause there's no more run!hoho
morning jog was lousy,urghh but still managed to complete it.had this down feeling throughout the whole damn jog lah basically,was prob why i couldnt run well
and woke up with the "i miss aussie" feeling,kinda wish i was back there, in the hotel which rocked.(: urghh i swear i'll give migrating there a consider in the future!
breakfast on thursday always been my favourite,haha cause i read the urban paper while eating in my garden.thought bout stuff too.kinda realised why people came up with the phrase;"you dont know howta cherish someone till they're gone?" hmm no idea if that was the exact phrase but yah.dont know if what im feeling right now was cause i aint used to not having that person around or maybe i really did have some strong feelings and they're only surfacing right now at the wrong time? yeah yeah should give him a break,guess i'll nvr stop doubting,which sucks?
gna do nothing at home today!sheesh,prob gna die and rot from boredom alright.
goodbye
am currently listening to Jennifer Paige's Stranded
was watching mtvoverdrive.com just now and i cant wait for the airing for The Hills and Laguna Beach season 3,laguna beach seems so fun to stay in or something and urghh i want kristin's bod.
anyhows shitass weather right now,poured all the sudden.think i wont be leaving home to anywhere today,how boring.giving party a miss cause i dont wna end up having dumb blisters when my sc marathon's this weekend,and besides my right toes are hurting right now,crap.
cant wait for next week,will do catching up with people!and i cant wear new shoes and have fing 219832904 blisters for all i care cause there's no more run!hoho
morning jog was lousy,urghh but still managed to complete it.had this down feeling throughout the whole damn jog lah basically,was prob why i couldnt run well
and woke up with the "i miss aussie" feeling,kinda wish i was back there, in the hotel which rocked.(: urghh i swear i'll give migrating there a consider in the future!
breakfast on thursday always been my favourite,haha cause i read the urban paper while eating in my garden.thought bout stuff too.kinda realised why people came up with the phrase;"you dont know howta cherish someone till they're gone?" hmm no idea if that was the exact phrase but yah.dont know if what im feeling right now was cause i aint used to not having that person around or maybe i really did have some strong feelings and they're only surfacing right now at the wrong time? yeah yeah should give him a break,guess i'll nvr stop doubting,which sucks?
gna do nothing at home today!sheesh,prob gna die and rot from boredom alright.
goodbye
hazel Y 10:46 AM
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am currently listening to Sugababes' New Year
ahhh cant wait cant wait!new year=new start!(: new year eves for the past few years always been having bf stay over at my place,heh where we used ta lie around my room and talk bout the whole year and next year until we fall asleep eventually.haha sound boring to many but it's sucha special thing between me and her!(:
but first,christmas comes before new year!woowee.
woke up this morning,feeling the "urgh!heck lah" mood and went past jog time again cause of the uber good weather so i'll be making up for it by gyming before tution!:B i finally kinda realised why im always waking up at 3 or 4 am lately,think im having a minor jet lag!cause in aus i normally wake up round 6 or 7,and aus time was 3 hours ahead of sing's.ta-da!:D
did nth much yest except that i wenta gf's place for dvd marathon,watched two movies;Coach Carter and Bruce Bigalow/ehhh or issit gigolo? not bad! did two jogs yest too,morning and evening.
mum was making noise that i eat too lil and work out too much,dang and she nags every night la!when i skip dinner,sheesh after so long she still wants me to eat dinner! anyhows was reading the papers just now and they talked bout the sc marathon,like waddta do and eat before the race.AHHHH i feel uber nervous for it somehow lahhh.shittt
not like i'll win the race but i just dont wna end up feeling disappointed after the run!want it to be good
and i really hope the blister at my feel heals asap!and my second left toe hurts too lahhh.ahh
alright i wna bathe before i head gym,goodbye
am currently listening to Sugababes' New Year
ahhh cant wait cant wait!new year=new start!(: new year eves for the past few years always been having bf stay over at my place,heh where we used ta lie around my room and talk bout the whole year and next year until we fall asleep eventually.haha sound boring to many but it's sucha special thing between me and her!(:
but first,christmas comes before new year!woowee.
woke up this morning,feeling the "urgh!heck lah" mood and went past jog time again cause of the uber good weather so i'll be making up for it by gyming before tution!:B i finally kinda realised why im always waking up at 3 or 4 am lately,think im having a minor jet lag!cause in aus i normally wake up round 6 or 7,and aus time was 3 hours ahead of sing's.ta-da!:D
did nth much yest except that i wenta gf's place for dvd marathon,watched two movies;Coach Carter and Bruce Bigalow/ehhh or issit gigolo? not bad! did two jogs yest too,morning and evening.
mum was making noise that i eat too lil and work out too much,dang and she nags every night la!when i skip dinner,sheesh after so long she still wants me to eat dinner! anyhows was reading the papers just now and they talked bout the sc marathon,like waddta do and eat before the race.AHHHH i feel uber nervous for it somehow lahhh.shittt
not like i'll win the race but i just dont wna end up feeling disappointed after the run!want it to be good
and i really hope the blister at my feel heals asap!and my second left toe hurts too lahhh.ahh
alright i wna bathe before i head gym,goodbye
hazel Y 10:46 AM
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Hey j-j-jaded,
you got your mama's style
But you're yesterday's child to me
So jaded
You think that's where it's at
But is that where it's supposed to be
You're gettin' it all over me and serrated
My my baby blue
Yeah I been thinkin' about you
My my baby blue
Yeah you're so jaded
And I'm the one that jaded you
Hey j-j-jaded
In all it's misery
It will always be what I love and hated
And maybe take a ride to the other side
We're thinkin' of
We'll slip into the velvet glove
And be jaded
My my baby blue
Yeah I'm thinkin about you
My my baby blue
Yeah I'm so jaded
And baby I'm afraid of you
Your thinking's so complicated
I've had it all up to here
But it's so overrated
Love and hated
Wouldn't trade it
Love me jaded
Hey j-j-jaded
There ain't no baby please
When I'm shootin the breeze with her
When everything you see is a blur
And ectasy's what you prefer
My my baby blue
Yeah I'm talkin' about you
My my baby blue
Yeah I've been thinkin' about you
My my baby blue
Yeah you're so jaded
Baby Jaded
Baby You're so jaded
'Cause I'm the one that jaded you
-Aerosmith's Jaded
remembered how mtv used ta play the vid 2098309284093824 times back when i was still doing pri schooling
song makes some sense somehow huh,i feel jaded,well he does too.
ohkay to all my hangout mates from 3e04,people like yang,mui,amy,mary,feli and shu
and my beloved bestfriend,joanna ng yimei
and my tanning bimboes,gen and jen
HAPPY GRADUATION GIRLS!(:
it's a pity i didnt study harder last year and make it through,else i would be joining them all tonight at sentosa,damnn but o wells,my turn's coming,year 2006!(: but dreads!my turn ta take the Os,shit.
haha all the sudden i thought bout what i teased jo bout on sunday,was telling her i wonder how the hell would she style her hair cause she has some hmm naturally uber too-smooth-and-thin/little-hair and its gna be rather diff ta style it la basically,so told her that she should bun her hair up and put on those already styled hair wigs on
hohohohohoho!
did morning jog,which sucked pretty bad,didnt feel much or any drive to run and the blister on my left heel hurt crazy but managed to make myself finish the jog anyway
met up with girlfriend yest and did shopping,got myself flats, yet another pair of red shoes!:B and finally some neat brows for me,made the threading appointment at browhaus yest after missing last mth's
and it was yest that i sudden realised that dec4's this sunday!like wth man! i aint very prepared for the marathon.shit
been waking up at unearthly hours lately,woke up at 4 this morn and 3 the night before.something's wrong man but the oddest thing so far was the last night in melb,i woke up every hour?like 3,then 4 then 5 all the way up till 7! the clock was on the bedside table and was facing me somemore :s
anyhows here's some stuff i really wanna do right now
-feel good
-run
-lose weight,okayy fats at my sides la damnit
-go liquid diet
-tanning
-want toyrus to call me,come on tell me i have the job!(and the worse thing was last night i was thinking if i even filled in the contact number blank on the application form or not -slaps forehead)
-cut my hair
-get some sexy abs and get a navel piercing eventually(dont know why the sudden urge ta get one but yah)
alright think nothing much ta say,gna do some dvd marathon at kuik's
goodbye
Hey j-j-jaded,
you got your mama's style
But you're yesterday's child to me
So jaded
You think that's where it's at
But is that where it's supposed to be
You're gettin' it all over me and serrated
My my baby blue
Yeah I been thinkin' about you
My my baby blue
Yeah you're so jaded
And I'm the one that jaded you
Hey j-j-jaded
In all it's misery
It will always be what I love and hated
And maybe take a ride to the other side
We're thinkin' of
We'll slip into the velvet glove
And be jaded
My my baby blue
Yeah I'm thinkin about you
My my baby blue
Yeah I'm so jaded
And baby I'm afraid of you
Your thinking's so complicated
I've had it all up to here
But it's so overrated
Love and hated
Wouldn't trade it
Love me jaded
Hey j-j-jaded
There ain't no baby please
When I'm shootin the breeze with her
When everything you see is a blur
And ectasy's what you prefer
My my baby blue
Yeah I'm talkin' about you
My my baby blue
Yeah I've been thinkin' about you
My my baby blue
Yeah you're so jaded
Baby Jaded
Baby You're so jaded
'Cause I'm the one that jaded you
-Aerosmith's Jaded
remembered how mtv used ta play the vid 2098309284093824 times back when i was still doing pri schooling
song makes some sense somehow huh,i feel jaded,well he does too.
ohkay to all my hangout mates from 3e04,people like yang,mui,amy,mary,feli and shu
and my beloved bestfriend,joanna ng yimei
and my tanning bimboes,gen and jen
HAPPY GRADUATION GIRLS!(:
it's a pity i didnt study harder last year and make it through,else i would be joining them all tonight at sentosa,damnn but o wells,my turn's coming,year 2006!(: but dreads!my turn ta take the Os,shit.
haha all the sudden i thought bout what i teased jo bout on sunday,was telling her i wonder how the hell would she style her hair cause she has some hmm naturally uber too-smooth-and-thin/little-hair and its gna be rather diff ta style it la basically,so told her that she should bun her hair up and put on those already styled hair wigs on
hohohohohoho!
did morning jog,which sucked pretty bad,didnt feel much or any drive to run and the blister on my left heel hurt crazy but managed to make myself finish the jog anyway
met up with girlfriend yest and did shopping,got myself flats, yet another pair of red shoes!:B and finally some neat brows for me,made the threading appointment at browhaus yest after missing last mth's
and it was yest that i sudden realised that dec4's this sunday!like wth man! i aint very prepared for the marathon.shit
been waking up at unearthly hours lately,woke up at 4 this morn and 3 the night before.something's wrong man but the oddest thing so far was the last night in melb,i woke up every hour?like 3,then 4 then 5 all the way up till 7! the clock was on the bedside table and was facing me somemore :s
anyhows here's some stuff i really wanna do right now
-feel good
-run
-lose weight,okayy fats at my sides la damnit
-go liquid diet
-tanning
-want toyrus to call me,come on tell me i have the job!(and the worse thing was last night i was thinking if i even filled in the contact number blank on the application form or not -slaps forehead)
-cut my hair
-get some sexy abs and get a navel piercing eventually(dont know why the sudden urge ta get one but yah)
alright think nothing much ta say,gna do some dvd marathon at kuik's
goodbye
hazel Y 10:46 AM
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"Come up to meet you,
tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you
I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets,
and ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles,
coming up tails
Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me,
come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh (x4)"
-Coldplay's The Scientist
i just told him that we should stop happening
know it's so selfish of me ta do this but it's so draining and exhausting for him at the same time cause he's trying so hard but yet im always doubting,and the fing problem is i cant stop doubting! sheesh dont wna confuse and screw his life up further cause the whole cycle of explaining and doubting just keeps going rounds in me sort,like damnit lah no guys deserve this
feel so lousy right now,like i wasted one month of his time,one month cause it's been exactly one month today since we first met,like try so hard to make some dumbass like ya,try so hard to make her happy but cause she heard stuff and got mad bout it without clarifying and you try to explain to her but she doesnt listen and when she finally kinda got the facts and you thought she finally got it but actually no,she doubts you all the same
crapshit eh,i dont know what's wrong with me but it's so f-ed for me,i mean like definately for him too,i feel so messed up!urgh!and it seems like this is the only way for us both.
it's never been your fault.
"Simple Kind Of Life"
For a long time I was in love
Not only in love, I was obsessed
With a friendship that no one else could touch
It didn't work out,
I'm covered in shells
And all I wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life
And all I needed was a simple man
So I could be a wife
I'm so ashamed,
I've been so mean
I don't know how it got to this point
I always was the one with all the love
You came along,
I'm hunting you down
Like a sick domestic abuser
looking for a fight
And all I wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life
If we met tomorrow for the very first time
Would it start all over again?
Would I try to make you mine?
I always thought I'd be a mom
Sometimes I wish for a mistake
The longer that I wait
the more selfish that I get
You seem like you'd be a good dad
Now all those simple things are simply too complicated for my life
How'd I get so faithful to my freedom?
A selfish kind of life
When all I ever wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life
-No Doubt's
im sorry
Monday, November 28, 2005
"Come up to meet you,
tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you
I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets,
and ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles,
coming up tails
Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me,
come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh (x4)"
-Coldplay's The Scientist
i just told him that we should stop happening
know it's so selfish of me ta do this but it's so draining and exhausting for him at the same time cause he's trying so hard but yet im always doubting,and the fing problem is i cant stop doubting! sheesh dont wna confuse and screw his life up further cause the whole cycle of explaining and doubting just keeps going rounds in me sort,like damnit lah no guys deserve this
feel so lousy right now,like i wasted one month of his time,one month cause it's been exactly one month today since we first met,like try so hard to make some dumbass like ya,try so hard to make her happy but cause she heard stuff and got mad bout it without clarifying and you try to explain to her but she doesnt listen and when she finally kinda got the facts and you thought she finally got it but actually no,she doubts you all the same
crapshit eh,i dont know what's wrong with me but it's so f-ed for me,i mean like definately for him too,i feel so messed up!urgh!and it seems like this is the only way for us both.
it's never been your fault.
"Simple Kind Of Life"
For a long time I was in love
Not only in love, I was obsessed
With a friendship that no one else could touch
It didn't work out,
I'm covered in shells
And all I wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life
And all I needed was a simple man
So I could be a wife
I'm so ashamed,
I've been so mean
I don't know how it got to this point
I always was the one with all the love
You came along,
I'm hunting you down
Like a sick domestic abuser
looking for a fight
And all I wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life
If we met tomorrow for the very first time
Would it start all over again?
Would I try to make you mine?
I always thought I'd be a mom
Sometimes I wish for a mistake
The longer that I wait
the more selfish that I get
You seem like you'd be a good dad
Now all those simple things are simply too complicated for my life
How'd I get so faithful to my freedom?
A selfish kind of life
When all I ever wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life
-No Doubt's
im sorry
hazel Y 10:05 AM
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Tuesday, November 15, 2005
"Good Times Gonna Come"
Need to know
If you're letting go
It's alright,alright, it's alright
Didn't know
I was hurting you so
It's alright, alright, it's alright.
You came to me from nowhere
With nothing
And no-one
Hold tight, hold tight, hold tight
Goes to show
You never really know
It's alright, it's alright, it's alright
This is just one of those
Lonely night
The good times gonna come
See me then
Investing so much
In you, in you, in you
Came so close
To the edge
I do, I do, I do
This is just one of those
Lonely night
The good times gonna come
In the end
We let it go away
We let it float away
On the breeze
'Round the bend
The sun is in the sky
It's starting to look like
It's gonna be, yeah, it's gonna be
A bright Beautiful day
Yeah, the good times gonna come,
oh no The good times gonna come,
yeah, yeah,
This is just one of those
Lonely night
The good times gonna come, oh,
The good times gonna come,
oh yeah
The good times gonna come,
ohh The good times gonna come, yeah.
Need to know if you're letting go
It's alright, it's alright, it's alright
-AquaLung's
today's the first sunday i hate &
ahhh im finally feeling it,
finally feeling it,like how i was telling ray yest that i have rather delayed late feelings sort,and finally felt the whole combination of every feeling this morning
isnt it quite pathetic,like why people like aquaL could express thoughts and feelings and i cant
if only i was sure bout what i felt had the trust and the ability to express my feelings and thoughts out loud,maybe just maybe things would have been better.
hazel Y 4:45 PM
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hell yeah!
finally getta use the comp freely without being bugged by my bro
currently listening to Stereophonics' Dakota
yes im home!got back two nights ago actually
am half glad ta be back,think if i would ta stay in aus any longer i would prob balloon up ta some fat shit lah,it's like some meat heaven there please,everybody was hell tall and erm big!:O but haha i managed ta not eat any meat but took bread and veg for meals,urghh carboooo urghhhhh
and i think cause lack of red meat i always felt cold and freezing in tas,haha like once my fam wanted to walk round the beach resort we were staying ta take couple of pics and i went back ta the room halfway cause i felt so damn cold lahh sheesh
anyhows,hotel stays were good,did three 45 mins treadmill sessions in the gym!heh burning 550 cals each!woowee and yeahh am desperately trying ta really burn everything off right now!gymed yest and did morn jog today,heh which rocked.not tired!:D
but hmm i kinda miss aus right now,land of friendly cute boys(haha cause i waved in the bus and they waved back!muwhahaha) and man,life right now's a rollercoaster,hell loadsa shit problems which i kinda sorted out everything last night,feel like a fing fool lah and i feel so disgusted at how people could think of such hurtful shit alright,threw stuff delete stuff and yeah feel fing almost normal right now
alright now bout tas trip hmmmmmm was pretty much of a come-on-lets-pay-2000plus-and-take-a-look-at-tas'trees/mountains/rivers/animals trip lah basically
there were practically nothing much ta shop round the country,which is pretty sucky la,got frastrated cause i hadta get soverniors!(spell?!)
saw some mountains and hmm hell loadsa rivers and tas devil's damn cute!bro took a vid of them fighting for food,damn cute.oh saw fairy penguins too and got up to some really really fing cold place up some mt wellington ta see the whole of tas and hmm oh!went ta honey farm,vineyard, oyster farm and erm gotta pick my own strawberries at the farm too.
oh god its been only a few days and i cant really rmb much bout the trip already damnit,but thank god i took hell loadsa pics,will get bro ta upload them and compile ta an album for viewing asap!:D
rides on the coaches were like sleep gurantee okay,i was practically sleeping everytime im on the coach,which was always.-.-
and one of the days the hotel that we were staying at launceston there was a combined school leavers' night,which was like our prom lah,uber cool cause it was so glam sort,like red carpet and you have like people at the entrance,well 21479893274932794732 groups of people behind barracks lah please then the studs came in like rides from pimp my ride sort and like stop by the side on the red carpet ta let people ta pics lah,so cool huh and every boy in the lobby looks good,seriously.hahaha!:D
everybody was giving us the haha-who-the-hell-are-these-guys looks cause we were the only bus among the cars,haha
went ta melb for a day before taking flight home ta sing,shopped!:D bought shorts and jeans,heh and i love the weather!sunny!
anyhows really enjoyed the trip,besides the fact that im fatter now
love the teevee(oh god every channel's like movie la!)
love british airways(whahahaha i really enjoyed flying with them,watched so many movies onboard and food was good)
love weather(hmm alright lahh i prefer melb's!:D)
wooo land of eye candies!
aiya everything la
i dont mind migrating ta melb next time!heh.
dec's coming!which means year 2005's coming to an end!yay! i seriously need a new start.was thinking bout stuff while showering just now,and decided to try ta be nicer daughter from today onwards and catch up with couple of people whom ive missed and long touch with somehow
and yeahhh 2006 means o levels for me,shit! hafta make sure i do well nuf for jc
ohh i didnt talk bout yest,met up with GIRLFRIEND AHHHH!missed that girl so much!and thank god for the creation of amelia kuik alright cause without her i would have prob died yesterday afternoon
alright i needta go wash up and get ready for stinky piano
goodbye all!
hell yeah!
finally getta use the comp freely without being bugged by my bro
currently listening to Stereophonics' Dakota
yes im home!got back two nights ago actually
am half glad ta be back,think if i would ta stay in aus any longer i would prob balloon up ta some fat shit lah,it's like some meat heaven there please,everybody was hell tall and erm big!:O but haha i managed ta not eat any meat but took bread and veg for meals,urghh carboooo urghhhhh
and i think cause lack of red meat i always felt cold and freezing in tas,haha like once my fam wanted to walk round the beach resort we were staying ta take couple of pics and i went back ta the room halfway cause i felt so damn cold lahh sheesh
anyhows,hotel stays were good,did three 45 mins treadmill sessions in the gym!heh burning 550 cals each!woowee and yeahh am desperately trying ta really burn everything off right now!gymed yest and did morn jog today,heh which rocked.not tired!:D
but hmm i kinda miss aus right now,land of friendly cute boys(haha cause i waved in the bus and they waved back!muwhahaha) and man,life right now's a rollercoaster,hell loadsa shit problems which i kinda sorted out everything last night,feel like a fing fool lah and i feel so disgusted at how people could think of such hurtful shit alright,threw stuff delete stuff and yeah feel fing almost normal right now
alright now bout tas trip hmmmmmm was pretty much of a come-on-lets-pay-2000plus-and-take-a-look-at-tas'trees/mountains/rivers/animals trip lah basically
there were practically nothing much ta shop round the country,which is pretty sucky la,got frastrated cause i hadta get soverniors!(spell?!)
saw some mountains and hmm hell loadsa rivers and tas devil's damn cute!bro took a vid of them fighting for food,damn cute.oh saw fairy penguins too and got up to some really really fing cold place up some mt wellington ta see the whole of tas and hmm oh!went ta honey farm,vineyard, oyster farm and erm gotta pick my own strawberries at the farm too.
oh god its been only a few days and i cant really rmb much bout the trip already damnit,but thank god i took hell loadsa pics,will get bro ta upload them and compile ta an album for viewing asap!:D
rides on the coaches were like sleep gurantee okay,i was practically sleeping everytime im on the coach,which was always.-.-
and one of the days the hotel that we were staying at launceston there was a combined school leavers' night,which was like our prom lah,uber cool cause it was so glam sort,like red carpet and you have like people at the entrance,well 21479893274932794732 groups of people behind barracks lah please then the studs came in like rides from pimp my ride sort and like stop by the side on the red carpet ta let people ta pics lah,so cool huh and every boy in the lobby looks good,seriously.hahaha!:D
everybody was giving us the haha-who-the-hell-are-these-guys looks cause we were the only bus among the cars,haha
went ta melb for a day before taking flight home ta sing,shopped!:D bought shorts and jeans,heh and i love the weather!sunny!
anyhows really enjoyed the trip,besides the fact that im fatter now
love the teevee(oh god every channel's like movie la!)
love british airways(whahahaha i really enjoyed flying with them,watched so many movies onboard and food was good)
love weather(hmm alright lahh i prefer melb's!:D)
wooo land of eye candies!
aiya everything la
i dont mind migrating ta melb next time!heh.
dec's coming!which means year 2005's coming to an end!yay! i seriously need a new start.was thinking bout stuff while showering just now,and decided to try ta be nicer daughter from today onwards and catch up with couple of people whom ive missed and long touch with somehow
and yeahhh 2006 means o levels for me,shit! hafta make sure i do well nuf for jc
ohh i didnt talk bout yest,met up with GIRLFRIEND AHHHH!missed that girl so much!and thank god for the creation of amelia kuik alright cause without her i would have prob died yesterday afternoon
alright i needta go wash up and get ready for stinky piano
goodbye all!
hazel Y 4:45 PM
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hur hur i dont see what's so fun in using people's names ta tag fing senseless tags fucking peabrainers (wait maybe they dont even have a brain?)
some fucking asshole called my cell just now,woke me up from my much deserved sleep,heard some kid like voice that went hello hello and i hung up.okay it might be some prank or whatever lahhh and it may be the same fella doing this fucking retard jane tarzan shit and erm what?elephant ride?(i prefer horse rides by the way) what a sad attempt to screw my life but yeahhh it sure entertained me a bit and ohh am flattered by the fact that some people are actually interested in my life to wna be me? (gasp!:O) nice. try harder and better alright?
(:
am currently listening to moby's porclein
am still a lil tired,went gym this morning and did the abs machine:D:D:D:D cycle and rowed.hmm workout was generally good!burnt a few hundreds of cals!wooweee and came home at noon and went jogging!:D:D:D:D
now ya know why i was pissed when that bastard woke me up from my sleep damnit
ohh i was below the gym changing outta my shoes and some uncles talked to me in chinese or english? aiya whatever i couldnt hear any shit he was talking bout!he was muttering la,uber irritating could only make out one sentence;" you working now?" dang i wasnt feeling exactly friendly so i asked him to shut up.hahahah how mean
oh wells moving onnn
spent yesterday with my dearest girl-AMELIA KUIK AHHHH and ms hoe!(: haha it was our long awaited treat from ms kuik herself.hahaha lydia and i had sudden craving for sushi so we went over to sakae,haha couldnt give a hoot bout melia's lousy dislikeness of raw fish and greentea.-evil laughter
i had tuna and salmon sashimi and we ordered tofu and the steamed egg thing,forgot the name
enjoyed it tho my tummy broke into a sudden mini diarrhoea,hadta visit the toilet twice dang
lydia and gf wanted to watch just like heaven but urghh i watched it already so gf decided to buy my ticket and haha dragged me along to watch it tog
ohkayy spent the near two hours texting mr tan and erm felt asleep! haha head fell off amelia's shoulder couple of times
was gna garden in the evening,meet up with shyan too but gf didnt want to in the end and i gave it a miss too
okay im leaving the day after tmr
urgh am really dreading it somehow
oh wells take care everyone!will be back on the 24th in the night!
god bless and will miss everyone!: (
hur hur i dont see what's so fun in using people's names ta tag fing senseless tags fucking peabrainers (wait maybe they dont even have a brain?)
some fucking asshole called my cell just now,woke me up from my much deserved sleep,heard some kid like voice that went hello hello and i hung up.okay it might be some prank or whatever lahhh and it may be the same fella doing this fucking retard jane tarzan shit and erm what?elephant ride?(i prefer horse rides by the way) what a sad attempt to screw my life but yeahhh it sure entertained me a bit and ohh am flattered by the fact that some people are actually interested in my life to wna be me? (gasp!:O) nice. try harder and better alright?
(:
am currently listening to moby's porclein
am still a lil tired,went gym this morning and did the abs machine:D:D:D:D cycle and rowed.hmm workout was generally good!burnt a few hundreds of cals!wooweee and came home at noon and went jogging!:D:D:D:D
now ya know why i was pissed when that bastard woke me up from my sleep damnit
ohh i was below the gym changing outta my shoes and some uncles talked to me in chinese or english? aiya whatever i couldnt hear any shit he was talking bout!he was muttering la,uber irritating could only make out one sentence;" you working now?" dang i wasnt feeling exactly friendly so i asked him to shut up.hahahah how mean
oh wells moving onnn
spent yesterday with my dearest girl-AMELIA KUIK AHHHH and ms hoe!(: haha it was our long awaited treat from ms kuik herself.hahaha lydia and i had sudden craving for sushi so we went over to sakae,haha couldnt give a hoot bout melia's lousy dislikeness of raw fish and greentea.-evil laughter
i had tuna and salmon sashimi and we ordered tofu and the steamed egg thing,forgot the name
enjoyed it tho my tummy broke into a sudden mini diarrhoea,hadta visit the toilet twice dang
lydia and gf wanted to watch just like heaven but urghh i watched it already so gf decided to buy my ticket and haha dragged me along to watch it tog
ohkayy spent the near two hours texting mr tan and erm felt asleep! haha head fell off amelia's shoulder couple of times
was gna garden in the evening,meet up with shyan too but gf didnt want to in the end and i gave it a miss too
okay im leaving the day after tmr
urgh am really dreading it somehow
oh wells take care everyone!will be back on the 24th in the night!
god bless and will miss everyone!: (
hazel Y 4:45 PM
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am currently listening to Steadfast's Carcrashes
yet another of the many disappeared good bands; happened to hear it over some teev advert just now.wonder how many people actually remember them,think they only produced ermm two hits?!
im gna sound like a bloody goondu right now but i did something new today!-wenta escape for the first time,haha with jungleboy!(: haha and what an experienceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. we sat some ride that went an fing 360 degrees,goshh screamed hell loads laa i have no idea why jb could keep quiet bout it!(he was prob acting cool la hah!) sheeshhh after that ride we went some dumbass haunted house,couldnt feel more brave,the damn house wasnt even scaryyy,haha like coming from a normally chicken hazel,yeahh you gotta believe me going ta the hhouse's total waste of time.
then we went to yet another turn merry goaround ride called the flipper i think.oh goddddd was wayyy worse than the 360 one.dangggg i felt like crying and dropping outta it when it was going on alright,sheeshhh and prob screamed my ass off or something
felt completely groggy after that and me and jb had some pretty bad after rides effect
haha it was then he revealed that he have motion sickness!:O but nahhhhh we didnt puke anything out
took ferris wheel later hahahahahahahaha!an attempt ta feel better and bust the pukey feeling
oh wells pukey feeling died off when we went ta the beach hah
mann they should seriously get some 'keep pasir ris beach clean' campaign starting on man!the beach's so dirtyyy! okay then after that we wenta backta long time fave hangout-gardens! and had a pretty early dinner for me;salad baby!yummmm hmm talked bout loads stuff there too,glad we did.(:
saying goodbye was prettyyy dreadfull,never liked saying goodbyes
sigh
o welllsssss, anyways past few days i caught two movies;excorism of emily rose and just like heaven!two uber great shows!:D and did some shopping!:D
alrights im sneezing so muchh,will be hanging out with gf tmr i guess!oh!and school's finally out!:D
4 more days!damnnnnnnn
Friday, November 11, 2005
am currently listening to Steadfast's Carcrashes
yet another of the many disappeared good bands; happened to hear it over some teev advert just now.wonder how many people actually remember them,think they only produced ermm two hits?!
im gna sound like a bloody goondu right now but i did something new today!-wenta escape for the first time,haha with jungleboy!(: haha and what an experienceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. we sat some ride that went an fing 360 degrees,goshh screamed hell loads laa i have no idea why jb could keep quiet bout it!(he was prob acting cool la hah!) sheeshhh after that ride we went some dumbass haunted house,couldnt feel more brave,the damn house wasnt even scaryyy,haha like coming from a normally chicken hazel,yeahh you gotta believe me going ta the hhouse's total waste of time.
then we went to yet another turn merry goaround ride called the flipper i think.oh goddddd was wayyy worse than the 360 one.dangggg i felt like crying and dropping outta it when it was going on alright,sheeshhh and prob screamed my ass off or something
felt completely groggy after that and me and jb had some pretty bad after rides effect
haha it was then he revealed that he have motion sickness!:O but nahhhhh we didnt puke anything out
took ferris wheel later hahahahahahahaha!an attempt ta feel better and bust the pukey feeling
oh wells pukey feeling died off when we went ta the beach hah
mann they should seriously get some 'keep pasir ris beach clean' campaign starting on man!the beach's so dirtyyy! okay then after that we wenta backta long time fave hangout-gardens! and had a pretty early dinner for me;salad baby!yummmm hmm talked bout loads stuff there too,glad we did.(:
saying goodbye was prettyyy dreadfull,never liked saying goodbyes
sigh
o welllsssss, anyways past few days i caught two movies;excorism of emily rose and just like heaven!two uber great shows!:D and did some shopping!:D
alrights im sneezing so muchh,will be hanging out with gf tmr i guess!oh!and school's finally out!:D
4 more days!damnnnnnnn
hazel Y 9:45 AM
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"Milk"
I am milk
I am red hot kitchen
And I am cool
Cool as the deep blue ocean
I am lost
So I am cruel
But I'd be love and sweetness
If I had you
I'm waiting
I'm waiting for you
I'm waiting
I'm waiting for you
I am weak
But I am strong
I can use my tears to
Bring you home
I'm waiting
I'm waiting for you
I'm waiting
I'm waiting for you
I'm waiting
I'm waiting for you
I am milk
I am red hot kitchen
I am cool
Cool as the deep
blue ocean
I'm waiting
I'm waiting for you
I'm waiting
I'm waiting for you
I'm waiting
I'm waiting for you
I'm aching
I'm aching for you
I'm waiting
I'm waiting
I'm waiting for you.
-Garbage's
from the year 1995! been replaying it in my windows media since saturday,ahh cant get nuf of shirley manson's voice somehow,it's uber sexy,sucha pity they aint producing anything already
ahhhh thursdayyyy!:D favourite newspaper day-cause there's urban paper,enjoy reading it while eating breakfast!hohoho
and talking bout newspaper,it's TODAY'S fifth birthday!betchhaaaaa all didnt know it eh!hahaha nah muttons mentioned it over the radio a few mins ago.(:
computer's good today.managed to get intta msn and internet!:D:D:D tried a billionzillion times last night but couldnt
jog this morning was one of the bestest hmm comfortable-st..? hahaha felt legs working!-claps
and best thing was that on the way home i saw my form teacher driving.have this very strong feeling she saw me somehow
arghh heck!
self proclaimed holiday today with sarahdarl!hahaha waiting for her to come over ta my place right now,prob will headta town later for shopping or movie later!yayyyyyyyy sweet revenge we're ditching AMELIA KUIK SHI YIN AHHHH
-EVIL LAUGHTER (cause that girl missed school yesterday without telling us dang)
school sucked cause i lost approx 144 bucks,LOST ONE OF MY DIAMOND EARRINGS PLEASE.ahh damn depressing was in lit class when i realised one side was gone.strange thing when i got home i found the missing side of my opal earrings from nz!sheesh it's been missing since way before halloween...?:s
felt extreme afterschool and did my runs in the 2plus pm sun,felt like dying alright,sun was sucha megaultra energy draining sucker!got a lil sunburnt actually.okay then wenta math tution after bath.first lesson in weeks!:D and met up with jungleboy after that and hahahahahaha he was my brother for the day!unshaven chin and a slight sunburnt around his forehead and cheeks (:
sastified my chai craving at last and headed to ntuc ta get yogurt(JB'S ACTUALLY ON A DIET?!a guy dieting?!? haha okay lah there's nth wrong actually but?!?!) then it started to rain when we were on the bike and headed to nearest shelter-northpoint!
haha my first time being there and seth was making me eat!godd was sucha torture man cause he said he wouldnt eat if i dont.dang!
so settled with ermmmmm post cereals!hahahaha!(it's uber nice please,raisins turn me onnnn!:D)
oh talking bout turn ons? im a turn off!(the anon in my board) slash my face too?hoho it's the purrrfect opp ta put my long untouched fencing mask to good use!
-rolls eyes
anyway am perspiring crazy right now
cheers all!good day
ohh seven more days to aus.
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
"Milk"
I am milk
I am red hot kitchen
And I am cool
Cool as the deep blue ocean
I am lost
So I am cruel
But I'd be love and sweetness
If I had you
I'm waiting
I'm waiting for you
I'm waiting
I'm waiting for you
I am weak
But I am strong
I can use my tears to
Bring you home
I'm waiting
I'm waiting for you
I'm waiting
I'm waiting for you
I'm waiting
I'm waiting for you
I am milk
I am red hot kitchen
I am cool
Cool as the deep
blue ocean
I'm waiting
I'm waiting for you
I'm waiting
I'm waiting for you
I'm waiting
I'm waiting for you
I'm aching
I'm aching for you
I'm waiting
I'm waiting
I'm waiting for you.
-Garbage's
from the year 1995! been replaying it in my windows media since saturday,ahh cant get nuf of shirley manson's voice somehow,it's uber sexy,sucha pity they aint producing anything already
ahhhh thursdayyyy!:D favourite newspaper day-cause there's urban paper,enjoy reading it while eating breakfast!hohoho
and talking bout newspaper,it's TODAY'S fifth birthday!betchhaaaaa all didnt know it eh!hahaha nah muttons mentioned it over the radio a few mins ago.(:
computer's good today.managed to get intta msn and internet!:D:D:D tried a billionzillion times last night but couldnt
jog this morning was one of the bestest hmm comfortable-st..? hahaha felt legs working!-claps
and best thing was that on the way home i saw my form teacher driving.have this very strong feeling she saw me somehow
arghh heck!
self proclaimed holiday today with sarahdarl!hahaha waiting for her to come over ta my place right now,prob will headta town later for shopping or movie later!yayyyyyyyy sweet revenge we're ditching AMELIA KUIK SHI YIN AHHHH
-EVIL LAUGHTER (cause that girl missed school yesterday without telling us dang)
school sucked cause i lost approx 144 bucks,LOST ONE OF MY DIAMOND EARRINGS PLEASE.ahh damn depressing was in lit class when i realised one side was gone.strange thing when i got home i found the missing side of my opal earrings from nz!sheesh it's been missing since way before halloween...?:s
felt extreme afterschool and did my runs in the 2plus pm sun,felt like dying alright,sun was sucha megaultra energy draining sucker!got a lil sunburnt actually.okay then wenta math tution after bath.first lesson in weeks!:D and met up with jungleboy after that and hahahahahaha he was my brother for the day!unshaven chin and a slight sunburnt around his forehead and cheeks (:
sastified my chai craving at last and headed to ntuc ta get yogurt(JB'S ACTUALLY ON A DIET?!a guy dieting?!? haha okay lah there's nth wrong actually but?!?!) then it started to rain when we were on the bike and headed to nearest shelter-northpoint!
haha my first time being there and seth was making me eat!godd was sucha torture man cause he said he wouldnt eat if i dont.dang!
so settled with ermmmmm post cereals!hahahaha!(it's uber nice please,raisins turn me onnnn!:D)
oh talking bout turn ons? im a turn off!(the anon in my board) slash my face too?hoho it's the purrrfect opp ta put my long untouched fencing mask to good use!
-rolls eyes
anyway am perspiring crazy right now
cheers all!good day
ohh seven more days to aus.
hazel Y 6:31 PM
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hello saturdayyyy!
im currently listening to Natasha Bedingfield's These Words;it's sucha sunshine song,haha had the sudden urge ta headta sentosa for tanning,but i bet gf's prob too exhuasted from a week of crappy work,sighh damnn.
anyway had really strange dream just now.i dreamt that shyan's ipodnano became some kinda huge digicam with erm sushirolling straw mats at the sides?! and then i could change it back to the normal nano andgot scolded by shyan.-__- then i remembered i woke up round 430am? then i went back ta sleep and dreamt that it was 10 something in the morn already and felt like shit cause i missed my 6 something am jog,dang but woke up and saw the time it was only bout 628? haha what senseless dreams aye, i think my bod's just feeling lazy and gave me illusions hoping i'll give jog a miss,hoho!
jog wasnt good at all actually,felt kinda zombied sort cause my eyes felt like it was sleeping with them open.sighh but completed it nonetheless.:D
yesterday was goodddddddddd,the fateful day that hazel's no longer a cavewoman(:
met up with seth and i gotta ride on his ladykiller!oh godd what an experience.was really chicken when i saw how high his bike was haha and broke into a what seemed endless few mins of whining,hahaha prob annoyed the shit outta seth somehow la but got on anyway! not badd,tho i got pretty wierd stares from people in other vehicles over the expressway( cause i was like in uni?) and all and having ta inhale exhaust gas and getting a whole vibrating sensation in my feet and ass and the biggest bummer ever!-ya wil never get neat hair! hahaha but uber thrilling anyhows!!:D :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
haha headed to town ta catch a movie-cello
real odd show,pretty okayyy but i wouldnt really recommend people ta catch it and seth really make me wna grow taller fast!: ( i feel very very short walking beside him please,damnnnnnnnn
haha and he got me flowerrrssssss!(awwww) (: how sweet havent quite felt so special in a long long time already.
met up with shyan later in the night for dinner(gotta sastify my crave for casear salad at last!yummm) and talked bout helloadsa stuff,from fits(hahahahahahaha oh god i know we're mean but shyan could really imitate them well damnit!) to certain love matters(hah!:x) to ahh usual bitching.haha basically yesterday was good!:D
alright i really hafta take a bath now,smelling like crap!
have a blessed weekend
"Brighter Than Sunshine"
I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling
Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine
I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling
I didn't have the strength to fight
Suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.
Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
I got a feeling in my soul ... [repeat chorus to end]
(:
Saturday, November 05, 2005
hello saturdayyyy!
im currently listening to Natasha Bedingfield's These Words;it's sucha sunshine song,haha had the sudden urge ta headta sentosa for tanning,but i bet gf's prob too exhuasted from a week of crappy work,sighh damnn.
anyway had really strange dream just now.i dreamt that shyan's ipodnano became some kinda huge digicam with erm sushirolling straw mats at the sides?! and then i could change it back to the normal nano andgot scolded by shyan.-__- then i remembered i woke up round 430am? then i went back ta sleep and dreamt that it was 10 something in the morn already and felt like shit cause i missed my 6 something am jog,dang but woke up and saw the time it was only bout 628? haha what senseless dreams aye, i think my bod's just feeling lazy and gave me illusions hoping i'll give jog a miss,hoho!
jog wasnt good at all actually,felt kinda zombied sort cause my eyes felt like it was sleeping with them open.sighh but completed it nonetheless.:D
yesterday was goodddddddddd,the fateful day that hazel's no longer a cavewoman(:
met up with seth and i gotta ride on his ladykiller!oh godd what an experience.was really chicken when i saw how high his bike was haha and broke into a what seemed endless few mins of whining,hahaha prob annoyed the shit outta seth somehow la but got on anyway! not badd,tho i got pretty wierd stares from people in other vehicles over the expressway( cause i was like in uni?) and all and having ta inhale exhaust gas and getting a whole vibrating sensation in my feet and ass and the biggest bummer ever!-ya wil never get neat hair! hahaha but uber thrilling anyhows!!:D :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
haha headed to town ta catch a movie-cello
real odd show,pretty okayyy but i wouldnt really recommend people ta catch it and seth really make me wna grow taller fast!: ( i feel very very short walking beside him please,damnnnnnnnn
haha and he got me flowerrrssssss!(awwww) (: how sweet havent quite felt so special in a long long time already.
met up with shyan later in the night for dinner(gotta sastify my crave for casear salad at last!yummm) and talked bout helloadsa stuff,from fits(hahahahahahaha oh god i know we're mean but shyan could really imitate them well damnit!) to certain love matters(hah!:x) to ahh usual bitching.haha basically yesterday was good!:D
alright i really hafta take a bath now,smelling like crap!
have a blessed weekend
"Brighter Than Sunshine"
I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling
Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine
I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling
I didn't have the strength to fight
Suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.
Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
I got a feeling in my soul ... [repeat chorus to end]
(:
hazel Y 7:53 AM
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am currently listening to Garbage's Cherry Lips
selemat hari raya to all muslims!:D haha woke up uber late today!well my personal late la-10am!hoho had this whole exhausted feeling,prob most coming from my feet!haha with all the freeeeeeeeaaaaking painful blisters(i have a new one!: ( ) had breakfast and then went back ta my room and tried finishing Mitch Albom's Five people you meet in heaven and haha after only like less than 20 pages i kinda dozed off again,dang
anyway in these few pages,i read some pretty good quotes albom wrote!
here's a couple of them
quote01 page 174(eeyyyyerrrr i feel im feeling all lit again)
"love,like rain, can nourish from above, drenching couples with a soaking joy.But sometimes, under the angry heat of life, love dries on the surface and must nourih from below, tending to its roots, keeping itself alive."
quote 02 page 184
"lost love is still love.it takes a different form, that's all.you cant see their smile or bring them food or tousle their hair or move them around a dance floor.But when those senses weaken, another heightens. Memory becomes your partner.You nurture it. You hold it.You dance with it.life has to end,love doesnt."
oh damnnn you just hafta agree with me it's darn good quotes la.
anyway gymed two days in a row!heh hougang yest and csc' today with bestie!:D i wna be a csc member damnit!the gym has machines not found everywhere laaaaaa,sheesh but bestie said it's ex ta be a member,oh wells
workout was good anyway!:D
was thinking bout loadsa stuff just noww,started thinking bout the whys,the how come,the what ifs and what i really want and need in life
haha yes yes i realised i think alot,think bout everything but not studies,haha!
oh i was telling bestie that i aspire ta be those uber buff ladayes with abs bigger than their boobs running around clad in sports bra and shorts only.hoho!
alright nothing moreta say already.school tmr damn
Thursday, November 03, 2005
am currently listening to Garbage's Cherry Lips
selemat hari raya to all muslims!:D haha woke up uber late today!well my personal late la-10am!hoho had this whole exhausted feeling,prob most coming from my feet!haha with all the freeeeeeeeaaaaking painful blisters(i have a new one!: ( ) had breakfast and then went back ta my room and tried finishing Mitch Albom's Five people you meet in heaven and haha after only like less than 20 pages i kinda dozed off again,dang
anyway in these few pages,i read some pretty good quotes albom wrote!
here's a couple of them
quote01 page 174(eeyyyyerrrr i feel im feeling all lit again)
"love,like rain, can nourish from above, drenching couples with a soaking joy.But sometimes, under the angry heat of life, love dries on the surface and must nourih from below, tending to its roots, keeping itself alive."
quote 02 page 184
"lost love is still love.it takes a different form, that's all.you cant see their smile or bring them food or tousle their hair or move them around a dance floor.But when those senses weaken, another heightens. Memory becomes your partner.You nurture it. You hold it.You dance with it.life has to end,love doesnt."
oh damnnn you just hafta agree with me it's darn good quotes la.
anyway gymed two days in a row!heh hougang yest and csc' today with bestie!:D i wna be a csc member damnit!the gym has machines not found everywhere laaaaaa,sheesh but bestie said it's ex ta be a member,oh wells
workout was good anyway!:D
was thinking bout loadsa stuff just noww,started thinking bout the whys,the how come,the what ifs and what i really want and need in life
haha yes yes i realised i think alot,think bout everything but not studies,haha!
oh i was telling bestie that i aspire ta be those uber buff ladayes with abs bigger than their boobs running around clad in sports bra and shorts only.hoho!
alright nothing moreta say already.school tmr damn
hazel Y 8:38 PM
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aww look,i was showering when i all the sudden recalled that i drew a birthday picture of chazelris last year,hoho
HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAY CHRISTOPHER MLKL!(: haha know wished ya uber times from 12 mn already but yeah!hoho
am currently listening to Suede's Beautiful Ones;sucha feel good song,and the only singer who manages to produce sucha hit with the whole song being total off-keyed
okay so yesterday was halloween, did couple of firsts ; bothered to celebrate halloween for the first time,clubbed for the first time(yeah yeah im some kind of mountain tortise lah huh) and somemore firsts i guess
was actually intending to go ta newsroom but decided ta go club home instead; had fing loadsa trouble finding clubhome lah please,haha lke wadahell was club home anyway!:O but thank god for kiddo(AMELIA CHANNN SHI WEII AHHHHHHH!) haha found it anyway and ermm went in and home was pathetic small lah,but oh wells!it was eye candy heaven anyway,hahahahahahahahahahahahaha with most people from ac and sa-duh huh,but every guy looked almost the alike somehow,so template style hoho
music was good and i got tiny winy high after drinking a cup of shit mixed red bull drink(aiya i cant drink for nuts somehow lah damnit) face got hot and red and yay dragged shyan to dancefloor and started doing my goofudumbass chicken style dancing (i guess?) ahaha and then got another drink with the help of bestie's friend!the drink sucked too lah but aiyaaa got myself even redder and erm higher? so yeahhh but oh oh oh!no no,i didnt do any thing baddie there alrights,hahaha
so clubhome was rather okay!for a first timer(: heh more ta come!i reckon clubbing's addictive!:D (oh-o) and heels gave my whole damn feet blisters okayyyy and it went bloodied and all that i couldnt stand it and started walking around the outside area without shoes hahaha oh wells and yeahh can hardly move about now,DAMNIT LAHH WHICH ALSO MEANS I CANT JOG,tried ta jog around level 2 just now and skin at my heels just felt the tearing feeling,yikes!
and woahh was changing my plasters just now and just looking at the blisters can make anybody go bulimic,damn uber disgusting!:s
clubbed till bout ermm 2 plus i guess and cabbed hometa shyan's. haha didnt even bother ta bathe and wasnt feeling very sleepy but i guess all the feet exhaustion made me dozed off eventually,haha we were actually talking bout how alcohol could make one so vulnerable,(but thank god it didnt hit any of us) and well discovered a classic example just just now,which upsetted me pretty much.
so anyway moving on,we slpt for bout 2 hours then i suddenly woke up and started finding my phone around in the dark,hahaha then hadta get up and wahs up and starta prepare ta meet my fam in church at an unearthly hour of 730am?! dangggg so ended up attending mass service closed eye
grocer shop after mass for thurs fam bbq and i broke into a terrible hunger shit lah cause i realised i didnt quite eat anything yesterday except for breakfast and for the rest of the day was just pouring liquids inta me,hoho!
ohh but thankfully i didnt went on a binge madness!:D
anyway got home and bathed and slept,smelt like a damn cigarette lahh,uber smokey,how awful.
and ohh i was just watching telly in rents' room just now and saw a bag on the sofa,it was my mum;s lv bag and woah!uber vintage pleaseeeeee,hahaha even had the musty smell and all,vintage vintage please,and she allowed me ta bring it ta school!hoho!whee.that's the only good thing bout being old,haha cause whatever bags ya have from the past's vintage,cool shit larh
dad has vintage bags too!his yonex tennis racket bags' very very cool!:D haha even the racket's vintage already,or erm antique?
anyway i kinda rann outta stuff ta talk bout!
happy depavali all!:D
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Tuesday, November 01, 2005
aww look,i was showering when i all the sudden recalled that i drew a birthday picture of chazelris last year,hoho
HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAY CHRISTOPHER MLKL!(: haha know wished ya uber times from 12 mn already but yeah!hoho
am currently listening to Suede's Beautiful Ones;sucha feel good song,and the only singer who manages to produce sucha hit with the whole song being total off-keyed
okay so yesterday was halloween, did couple of firsts ; bothered to celebrate halloween for the first time,clubbed for the first time(yeah yeah im some kind of mountain tortise lah huh) and somemore firsts i guess
was actually intending to go ta newsroom but decided ta go club home instead; had fing loadsa trouble finding clubhome lah please,haha lke wadahell was club home anyway!:O but thank god for kiddo(AMELIA CHANNN SHI WEII AHHHHHHH!) haha found it anyway and ermm went in and home was pathetic small lah,but oh wells!it was eye candy heaven anyway,hahahahahahahahahahahahaha with most people from ac and sa-duh huh,but every guy looked almost the alike somehow,so template style hoho
music was good and i got tiny winy high after drinking a cup of shit mixed red bull drink(aiya i cant drink for nuts somehow lah damnit) face got hot and red and yay dragged shyan to dancefloor and started doing my goofudumbass chicken style dancing (i guess?) ahaha and then got another drink with the help of bestie's friend!the drink sucked too lah but aiyaaa got myself even redder and erm higher? so yeahhh but oh oh oh!no no,i didnt do any thing baddie there alrights,hahaha
so clubhome was rather okay!for a first timer(: heh more ta come!i reckon clubbing's addictive!:D (oh-o) and heels gave my whole damn feet blisters okayyyy and it went bloodied and all that i couldnt stand it and started walking around the outside area without shoes hahaha oh wells and yeahh can hardly move about now,DAMNIT LAHH WHICH ALSO MEANS I CANT JOG,tried ta jog around level 2 just now and skin at my heels just felt the tearing feeling,yikes!
and woahh was changing my plasters just now and just looking at the blisters can make anybody go bulimic,damn uber disgusting!:s
clubbed till bout ermm 2 plus i guess and cabbed hometa shyan's. haha didnt even bother ta bathe and wasnt feeling very sleepy but i guess all the feet exhaustion made me dozed off eventually,haha we were actually talking bout how alcohol could make one so vulnerable,(but thank god it didnt hit any of us) and well discovered a classic example just just now,which upsetted me pretty much.
so anyway moving on,we slpt for bout 2 hours then i suddenly woke up and started finding my phone around in the dark,hahaha then hadta get up and wahs up and starta prepare ta meet my fam in church at an unearthly hour of 730am?! dangggg so ended up attending mass service closed eye
grocer shop after mass for thurs fam bbq and i broke into a terrible hunger shit lah cause i realised i didnt quite eat anything yesterday except for breakfast and for the rest of the day was just pouring liquids inta me,hoho!
ohh but thankfully i didnt went on a binge madness!:D
anyway got home and bathed and slept,smelt like a damn cigarette lahh,uber smokey,how awful.
and ohh i was just watching telly in rents' room just now and saw a bag on the sofa,it was my mum;s lv bag and woah!uber vintage pleaseeeeee,hahaha even had the musty smell and all,vintage vintage please,and she allowed me ta bring it ta school!hoho!whee.that's the only good thing bout being old,haha cause whatever bags ya have from the past's vintage,cool shit larh
dad has vintage bags too!his yonex tennis racket bags' very very cool!:D haha even the racket's vintage already,or erm antique?
anyway i kinda rann outta stuff ta talk bout!
happy depavali all!:D
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3rd June 1989,gemini
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